Jan 23, 2013

Real Cure

Salam

To first step towards a real cure is to know what disease to begin with.
Take a  white board and write down possible diseases that fit the all symptoms and syndromes.  Along that process, some laboratory tests are carried out to confirm our diagnosis. When the lab results match with our diagnosis, treatment has to be started immediately. If the treatment goes well then it's a good prognosis. Well, bravo doctor! You have saved a life. Alhamdulillah. But sometimes the treatment fails and complications may arise. Then, all the brain storming sessions have to be started again in order to get a real cure. 

That is what I learned from medical tv series, to be specific House MD.That's is how doctors work. On tv, we see how cool they pronounce acute prophyria cutanea tarda the minute after lab result matches with the diagnosis. Trust me, to come to that stage we cried a baldi of tears to understand pathogenesis, biochemical process and what not that cause a disease. Doctors deal with human being. As we already knew, human being is complicated. Why is that so? Because human being is the smartest creature created by Allah. The human being has 4 components which are physical, mental , emotion and  spirit. All this 4 components have to be maintained at their best in order to live a happy life. 

Some people are physically good but mentally ill. For example, a rapist may look like " the most pijak semut tak mati punya face" but actually he is sicked mentally. Some people are physically not in good shape but they are mentally and emotionally strong when dealing with certain situation. For example, a terminal ill patient who accept his fate by never ever complain or sigh because of his illness.  That 4 components help to differentiate between one person to another because they shape one's personality. One day, I'll be dealing with human being with different types of personalities, behaviors  and so on. No matter how complicated/ problematic a patient (human being ) can be, there's always solution for every problem, InsyaAllah.

Right now, I'm feeling lost. 

Why?

I'm searching for the meaning of this life, again. I'm searching for the real cure of my disease. An nas..forgetful. That's me. I guess i have to write on post it and stick it to mirror so that I'll always remember the purpose of living. It's easier to lose focus without being constantly reminded, right? 

All I want to do for now is to forget the past that lead me to this, ignore any complication that might arise and go for a quick fix. Hmm to forget is not an easy task but what I can do is learn from it. Oh ya, is there any quick fix for this? Hmm..

You know what you have to do Amirah. Pray to Allah so that He will give you strength. The strength to constantly come up with new ways to fix your self. Change and adapt. Just be sure that this one is an improvement over the last.

Okay, it's time for me to go to lalaland. Hopefully I'll be more productive because time is running out! Final is just around the corner. Too many things to cover yet too little time. Include me in your prayer (: 

Wassalam

1 comment:

farah shazana said...

final is around the corner babeyhhh! insyaAllah things will be fine and smooth for you. i know sometimes it's just too much to take, and adapt to but you can always take baby steps throughout your journey for the better. good luck, i always keep you in my prayers, hope you too! love you honey! be strong!